Jangan Harap

Jangan harap..

1. Jangan harap I nak pakai baju kurung pergi kelas. Panas. Walking at my usual pace would be impossible and a struggling young geisha may give you the general picture.I think I look, helpless.
2. Jangan harap I nak pakai eyeshadow. Haha tak reti sebenarnya. But no, the ideas of putting colors on the eyes still foreign to me.
3. Jangan harap I nak berbaik-baik dengan junior just-because. By know you should sense I am never the friendly type. I speak to those I want to speak period. Sombong? I don't mind that. Some kids will be vacating the house for Petronas Edu Camp and I'll kick their asses for sure!! Hhahahaha. Err..on the second thought, I may not.
4. Makan ayam part thigh. No excitement there. But the bf does. I call him Upin Ipin.
5. Jangan harap I would spend on things I don't use. Practicality is my most priority. Fifa says I think too much before I buy. But bf says the opposite. But I love the pink Clinique lip gloss, but I'm aware deep in my heart after several put-ons my lip will cracked like a bad mixed concrete.
6. Jangan harap I would understand what I'm studying, until the very last hour. Even I bury my face in it for days, understanding will come to me at the very last minute. Yes under pressure I work wonders. I am the ultimate super procrastinator, only that it always come a little too late.
7. I am so not into the Self-Development stuff. So don't speak The Secret language with me. Or Stephen Covey-ing me. The trouble to listen (and digest) to motivational self-help is well breed since I was born.
8. Again, jangan harap I would completed my work until the very last minute. That explains when I only have 2 months to finish my degree, only now I realise Damn banyak gilaaaaaa kerja FYP I!!!!!!! I swear I will not sleep for this two months time..!