come November, yet nothing change

2 reasons why Civil Engineering and Construction and I, hardly blend...

1. I have terrible fear of heights. Meaning kalau kena lompat longkang, kat tebing tinggi angin kuat, jambatan gantung (!), my tummy akan buat exercise on its own (ops tapi bukan yoga, yoga itu murtad ;p )
   
2. I do not like to be bathe in the sun. This radiant skin (bear with me please), which I gained through months and months of in-house-quarantine will turn their back one me after just 10 minutes under hot sun. Penniless I can manage, kusamness-I'll die of humiliation!

Ok, dah, 2 je cukup. Banyak-banyak lemak nanti.
(Mana tau nnti ada future employee terbaca ni, bye-bye future job)

Other stuff going on is that, Fifa will be starting off work next month!!! Weeeeee!!!!
Dengar dia complain pasal EE (that's electrical eng) selama 5 tahun okay. Sekali buat Marketing, tapi takpe, she's easy-goer, sure can fit well punya.

Fa, jgn busy sangat sampai CHANGE.

Ok taknak fikir pasal kerja, this Sunday ada big date. Lama tak jumpa Bf, I need another strong word to describe rindu.

i used to quote that the biggest ship is friendship

I always stand on firm that relationship needs effort. You can expect someone to love you unconditionally, without you loving them as much as well. You can not expect one to remain head over heels for the rest of their loving life, with you looking adorable and pretty, idiotic-ly cute, loud and all initial reasons that made him love you.

You need effort. You have to give out something you may hate to give in. The trick is how to balance that, and make it look effortless to everyone else, hehe. (So you look cool and nampak chill always)

Guess what? I personally think the law applies to friendship as well. Expect the other friend will wait for your return after years, and expect us to be like we used to be? Expect that mere hours from years of absence shall erase the gaping distance?

I hope you get what I mean.

kenapa prison break stops at episode 8?

Today is moody day. I am whole day buat muka, strike on no speaking term to anybody unless necessary, and I don't know what kind of benefit I get from that. Dropped by 7E for Slurpee and Qusyai made a scene by spilling slurpee kat lantai 7E Paroi Jaya tu ha. I said sorry to the cashier girl, and I totally mean it.

The bf was asking me on how I would like his new room to be decorated. He even said to put on some long cushioned chairs by the window for my reading pleasure. I must say he's becoming cool-er and sweet-er since kerja ni.

And I saw ridiculously cute kittens abandoned at the pool. Btw kenapa orang macam tak ada akal nak tinggalkan kucing kat swimming pool? Bukan ada cafe ke, kantin ke, kucing-kucing tu boleh makan. Need to borrow cages from friend kalau nak bawak kucing balik. But house is a mess at the moment. Takut kucing sesak nafas sbb sini dusty dgn construction work.

Anyway, nnti kucing kat rumah yang sekor ni, dia terasa tak kalau I bawak balik kucing baru?

a common Saturday of my life

And this is one of my favourite cousin. I like him because he's chubby, fat, kerek gile (I find it HOT!), and has smile that can melt my cold heart away.

First, we went to Bukit Antarabangsa, which according to bf, orang sana panggil B.A (oh ye ke, mana I tau, type sms siap penuh lagi B-u-k-i-t....) for open house at KakNgah Fazlin. Traffic was bad, my father berleter, semua buat muka ketat dalam kereta. I on the other hand did not offer to drive at all, since I didn't bring my glasses. And yes, I quit lenses. Benci mata always dry, end up terkenyit-kenyit je.

Then we drove (we? I mean my father, I slept the whole way ;p ) to Putra Heights for some old good times with family. Tengok rumah baru my uncle, comment nenek
'Besar berdengung rumah kau Haruuunnnn..!'

Then balik, pening kepala (sbb bangun pagi) and my neck hurts (sbb tidur banyak dalam kereta).

On the different note, I slept late yesterday listening to Snow Patrol, Hundred Million Suns! Haha, ada ke orang tidur lambat dengar whole album (ade Chintet! orang takde keje!) and I must, must say I love it!


Personal favourite
-If There's A Rocket Tie Me To It
-Crack The Shutters
-Lifeboats
-Set Down Your Glass
-Sebenarnya semua suke.

Ok, later aligator.

shoooeebeeduwaaap

They told me be careful
They said be weary of you
They warn persistence is the fatal flaw,



I find myself waiting
Find myself hoping that you
One day fall into my open arms



But it's ok, you can just call me friend
Even though I mind I'll just take the backseat again
In the end I'm here
In the end just sit and stare
The season change not making way
As I'm just waiting waiting waiting for you..




p/s the lyrics of the song (and the vocalist fray-like tone ) has been haunting me all day. layan je lah orang tak ada kerja ni. and tengah ter-inspired dengan finale Project Runway Season 5.

a desperate attempt of an unemployed

Just now, when I read Fifa's 'recommendation' to use my blogspot profile photo for my resume, I laughed kuat gila ter-annoyed Mama yang tengah layan drama Melayu TV3.

But then, I realized, that in fact, maybe that's the reason why I haven't heard from PETRONAS.
Maybe because my resume-photo is not 'captivating' and 'eye-catching' enough?

So I made a little decision. I akan replace gambar resume I dengan salah satu gambar di bawah...

CHOICE NO 1 - budak ni nampak selekeh, calon baik jadi engineer. civil.


CHOICE NO 2 - nampak macam people person, boleh jadi HR personnel.


CHOICE NO 3 - (kalau diorang baca blog I, they'll know...)


CHOICE 4 - susah gilaa nak dapat momentum senyum mcm ni, slalu either terlalu excited nampak semua baris gigi, or muka kerut garang macam katak. This one just nice, this image kena carry dalam resume kot?


In comparison with this! Buruk gila mengucap je lah.

Jangan risau, weight kat atas tu dah akan ditambah 4 kilo lagi. So tak nampak macam skinny cheese stick, yang maybe bagi perception ada physical barrier!

Keane new album is out

I love the cover

Being another, ordinary, self proclaimed Keane fan, I jumped when my PA in entertainment relation (bf lah tu) told me to dload their new album -Perfect Symmetry.

But much much to my disappointment, track no 1 to no 4, I seriously cannot tolerate.
Escp Spiralling yang macam Maroon 5 meet Keane meet Jennifer Paige. Macam terlolong-lolong pun ada.

Tapi track 5 above ok la. Not that melodic and melayang-layang as I expected, but ok boleh dengar dalam kereta, dalam komuter, or teman mop lantai dapur.

Anyway, I like these (indirectly telling those yang malas dengar whole album macam Fifa)

- Perfect Symmetry
- Playing Along
- Love Is The End

Btw, dengarlah whole album, mana tau nanti lagu keluar Gossip Girl ke, One Tree Hill ke, boleh jerit
'Eh tu lagu baru Keane!!'

Tapi kalau tengok Gossip Girl sorang-sorang pakai headphone je pulak tu, tak payah la jerit kot?

the day ampangan bergegar sikit

this is rambling over a glass of coke

Ok, gambar profile baru I mcm agak disturbing ye. Kalau baby orang tua cakap tak elok pandang dia angle macam tu, nnt dah besar juling. ;p

I am still in Raya mood, hence yesterday we went all out beraya and camwhoring (bahasa budak-budak remaja sekarang). Hey it' s hard to have all the 'berries' together for once. So instead of Berries-The Usuals, I called it Berries-Reunited (Paan came back frm The States for good).

And last two days, we went bowling. Ye, semua, main bowling after almost 8 years (that would be me). Dulu tak silap main kat Parkson yang ada strange vibe je escp dalam lift. Even though the place was beyond pathetic, I did not blend in with the environment.

Contractor dah start kerja. Privacy invasion! Tingkap bilik must be kept closed to avoid dust, and the workers suka tenung-tenung bila I jemur kain.

Bukan jemur kain berkemban pun. (Meaning?)

Open House rumah Suraya