in my world, time moves as slow as snail

It's getting boring waking up with nothing important to do. My days are filled with internet surfing picking clothes for imaginary wardrobe, vacuum-ing the dust in the house, laundry and work that needs most thinking is, looking thru Qawiem's addmath.

Do I miss maths?
No! Not in million years.

So let see how I kill the days waiting for my future come rolling at my feet (that makes me sound like a lazy bum eh?)

• Laundry. I iron everything including boxers. My brothers said I'm sick, I tell them ironing clothes is therapeutic.
• Call friends whining how boring life is. I cannot call bf since he's working. (I never called him during office hour, how considerate am I? )
• Books. In the end of finishing Thousand Splendid Suns by Khaleed Khosaini, that is so addictive and in my humble opinion, is better than Kite Runner.
• Movies. Thank You For Smoking recommended by one of my colluege, indircetly telling me that my convincing/negotiation skill is poor. And Gangs of New York, and Sex and the City almost every night.
  
• Since I'm in the season of puasa ganti, so no eating, hence lagi lah sikit benda boleh buaaaaaat!!!
• Staring at the mirror. I remember past month when I was working I have no time to look at the mirror for more than 2 mins. Now I have time to count new-visible pores, putting on the mud-mask Sara gave every day, and I notice something, my red-colored hair is becoming karaaaaat. Yelppp!
  

I need these to cheer me up!






To go with the cardi, of course. ;p

scarf

You know how I feel about printed scarf!

You do kan?????





Now on tunggu Mr Postman datang sambil letak tangan kat dagu...

the search of perfect cardigan is over (for time being)

'I'm looking for the perfect cardigan..'
'I jumpa kat Topshop ada satu, cun jugak' '
'Topshop? Fine, mesti mahal..'
'Taklah, ok je price dia'
'Ye ke? Berapa? Ada satu cardigan color orange I tengok dulu (dulu) quite pricey ok, RM150 plus. I cannot afford la...' (Baca dengan tone sedih)
'Hehe, yang I nampak tu seratus lebih la jugak..'
'Eiii mahal nyaaa. '
'Eh ok lah tu. Cardigan boleh pakai dengan macam-macam.'
'For me, baju over hundred tu mahal ok! I takkan beli lah kalau baju je lebih 100. Bla bla bla....'

Tup tup semalam I beli jugak cardigan tu.
It was just like I wanted (and more?), stick to your skin, flowy, nipis but not transparent, doesn't make me look like I have 3 layers of skin, and most importantly, very practical!
After a brief negotiation with this tiny brain of mine, and my bank account balance, after the 10% discount, I widened my eyes exclaimed 'I want!'
Tak boleh cakap apa, love at first sight.
Yes, love at first sight, you know what they say, one who has not experience it, may never understand!

Mind you I have three pieces of clothes going on my upper ok, the top inside, the cradigan itself, and my tudung. The correct match of materials sangat important (for me). So behold! Yours truly memang super dupeeeeer cerewet.

Yesterday we went for 21: The Movie, a movie based on Ben Mezrich' book, Bringing Down the House. It was okay-lah, a bit slow at the starting but the story developed well, I guess. Since he read the book I keep asking 'Lepas ni apa jadi' but of course I was being ignored. But he did said the lesson learn was (let me quote him) 'orang tamak selalu rugi'.

Btui!! btui!! (ala rindu lah call floor. haha!)

the day my childhood best friend elder brother got married

*This post will be updated from time to time, hence the poor quality pictures.

Last Friday was a wonderful day indeed. Even though I usually spill out how I'm freaking scared to idea of married, but I loooooove seeing others get married, especially those very closed to my heart!

On the remarkable 08-08-08, Nadzwan, the brother of my very best friend get married. It was a simple nikkah ceremony and it was sweet. I told Natasha if I only I can have a simple nikkah like that and she complain something about her not being able to change clothes!

I hate to say this out loud, it's quite embarassing for people of my kind to say this (this is a self-proclaimed cold hearted saying) but,
Oh God I loooooveeee weddings!

Put my name in your wedding quest list ya!





Natasha and her big sister, Nadia, I still think she is one of the prettiest person I have ever met.


This is Little Miss Vain Pots at some strategic place with good lighting.


Haneysa ter-super friendly dalam gambar ni. Damn!


Natasha pesan, tu baju raya dia, so nnti bila raya nampak pakai baju sama, ignore je! Hehe.

i love my paylord

When mother mentioned the mother-daughter shopping trip is to be canceled since the younger brother is having a friendly tournament with the Iranians and Qataris divers, I just cannot help shoving the disappointment look all over my face.

'Habis tournament pukul berapa Ma?' I'm making plan over a plan. how desperate am I?

'Selalunya dlm tengah hari, nant lambat sampai susah pulak carik parking'

'Boleh je kot? On Sunday tak adalah pack sangat macam Saturday.' Buat conclusion sendiri based on the desperation factor.

Mother is silent. I think she is rationalizing the fact too.

Oh god please, I really need a new style. I think my level of confidence is going into the drain with talks and complaints about my clothes, I am bored altogether.

And I need the paylord, with credit card, together with me.

when she has all the time in the world

Since yesterday commenced the day I became the Lady of Leisure (should have sense it by now, hence the three posts in a day?).

Today since the mother has classes to attend, so I took over the job of chauffeuring around the boys to pool, schools, and tuition classes. Just now I had to step into the school office and met with the teacher.

While observing the wardrobe I thought
'What makes me look like a sister with a sense of style?'

Well I have high school teachers to impress, you know.
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By the way, when you have all the time in the world, you start to do what girls do best,
over analyzing.

I need to stop messing with my own thoughts.

Now I sound like a miserable girl, who talks about her emotional roller coaster ride everyday, don't I?

Good luck and all the best to Malaysian Contingent to Beijing Olympics!

Especially to Miss Aqua Diva Siow Yi Ting!!!!

One of my favourite things

Favourite songs whilst in the Komuter, Side A.

1. Sweet Talk -The Killers




2. Nice Dreams - Radiohead




3. Set the fire to the third bar - Snow Patrol




4. Fix you- The Offspring




5. Lovers in Japan - Coldplay




6. Whistle for the choir - The Fratellis

my best friend wedding

One of the most awaited event in life of every girl would be her best friend wedding.
It's our very own Sara, and it was wonderful.
Let pictures do all the talking...















More pictures at respective girlfriends' friendster accounts.

shit happens

Things I'm feeling right now is devastated. Yes, that would be the correct word to describe it. But I wish not to mention it in a blog, for many reasons. One being you wouldn't know who might stumble upon this page, so no harm done by keeping in the limit line to public-display-expression.

I am not a risk taker, never am and never will.

On other note, I watched Sex and the City the Movie for two straight nights and every time I saw the scene where Carrie hit Big with the bouquet of roses, and Charlotte furious face to Big, the waterworks magically commenced.

'I know you would do this to me!'

It is beyond sad, beyond furious, beyond devastated.

'I changed who I was for you' - Miranda.
'I love you, but I love me more' - Samantha

I wished I have Samantha's steel-heart, and Miranda radical logic, and Carrie passion.
But I guess I was Samantha, am now Miranda, however lost the Carrie Bradshaw passion along the way.