I am the person who tend to get bruise easily. If others suffer PMS, I suffer bruises on the legs escpecially. They look hurtful but they're actually not. If I knocked on something, I don't usually feel the pain, however the bruise will definately be there.
Sometimes they were there for no reason, meaning I didn't clumsily knocked on anything or anyone, but somehow few spots of blue purplish appeared on the leg, out of nowhere...
2 weeks back at the Impiana Hotel I woke up in the middle of the night, the (wooden) floor was very dry and slippery plus my super dry feet does not help in terms of friction at all, I slipped and my brothers who were in the same room woke up immediately due to the heavy thudding sound I made.
I got a huge 3 inches diameter of bruises on the knee and it looked so rempit-ish.
Today, when I was trying to open the gate, my palm get stucked between the metal, the instant pain rushed from my hand was unbearable due to my inability to sustained high threshold of pain. When I released my hand from the gate, there was instant bruise on edge of my palm that grew into the size of half ping pong ball and I panicked.
I'm not being a baby here, but hey, physical pain is one of my weakness from child, thats why I resort to one-person sport only. Read : swimming no hard falling, no mud, accident-free. Hehee.
But when I came home, I took an ice pack and swollen shamefully grew back to its original size. The silver lining is, mom said I deserved an MC from doing all the house chores tomorrow. Yeay!
today i hurt my hand
one of the many things i hate
One of the many things I hate is when I have to listen to people saying these things
'...tadi I baca blog u, cakap pasal..'
Arghhhhh.
Paling benci people talked about what I wrote. Since it's written, self explanatory I'm not comfortable talking about in verbally.
When I write, ideas flow, words came out. But when I talk, it is totally different way. Tell you now, I am more keen telling things in written form, I'm such a bad speaker, I say things I didn't mean like 'Pusing kiriii!' but what I mean was 'Pusing kanan'
However, my lack of ability to differentiate right and left may contribute to that.
Anddd this message goes to you to Mr BF!
'...I baca blog u tulis pasal anniversary tu..bla..bla..bla..'
Immediately I burst out loud 'lala!lalala!lala!!lalala!!!' so that I couldn't hear the rest of the story.
So there, one of the many things I hate.
Ok lah, sebenarnya bukan 'hate' tapi malu.
The Convocation Ceremony (Part 1)
This year, the ceremony is divided into two session, one in the morning and the other in the afternoon. Total graduates are around 1200 if I'm not mistaken. Morning session would be for Civil Eng (Fatin & I), Electrical Eng (Fifa and Zaza) and Information System (Ziana and Sara). That means, IT (Zu), Mecha. Eng (the BF and Syed-Sara's new hubby) would be in the afternoon. So that may explains why the pictures are not complete with each and everyone of us.
The event itself was great! Maybe because our number is small, thus manageable. After the event, we gathered outside (where are the clicking and smiling and throwing the 'hard-hats' took place) and lucky we have roof on our heads. Kesian tengok U lain convo panas-panas cair make-up semua. Plus point, we have the city-of-angel-like (according to BF) IRC for background and it was beautiful.
*all photos courtesy of Abul, other cameras on the waaay!
The things is, my pc is heavily infected by virus, so no I could not access my disk C, where I saved all the photos. All photos sent by email only is accessible.
By the way, congratulations everyone!
ps : why do I still feel like I belong in UTP? Hmm.. myb sbb tak dapat offer lagi kot?
Movies
Well I just got to know that Dicaprio next movie, Body of Lies (no poster found in the net, yet) is going to be in Malaysia in....
..wait for it...
October!!!!
Lambat lagi I know, buat at least I have something in the cinema to look forward to. It's amazing having the tingling feeling of excitement not knowing the movie's gonna be good or bad. Tak sabar.
And let see what else installed next month
September
1) The Other Boleyn Girl (Natalie Portman and Scarlet Johanson)
2) Mama Mia!
3) Romulus my father
4) Deception (Hugh Jackman, nyumm nyumm)
October
1) Tropic Thunder!!! (Lambat gilaaaaaaaaaa mati I tunggu)
2) Max Payne (Mark Whalberg dalam Four Brothers tu boleh tahan ;p )
3) Eagle Eye (siapa suka Shia LeBouf and rasa dia cute hands up!)
November
1) Quantum of Solace (my favourite Alicia Keys doing the song with White Stripes' John White)
2) Chicago 7 (Steven Spielberg's, I like all his work, including the ones bored to death)
More movies in between, that are not showing in local cinemas, I'll let you know.
*sources from wikipedia and GSC site.
this does not really concern you, may skip this if you want to
Being unemployed, graduated and all, there are nothing much to do every other weekdays. But in weekends, if you want to see me, do set an appointment way ahead okayh!
On the 15th August weekend, I was away at KL, tagged along the parents who attended the Long Service Award for PETRONAS staff at Impiana KLCC. Impiana je? Dulu Mandarin Oriental, cut cost ke? My father had been serving the company for 25 years (sapa2 yang tak faham bahasa ingat PETRONAS naik-kan harga minyak memang digging your own grave kalau cakap benda-benda ni dgn orang2 mcam ayah).
On the 15 August itself was my 5th year anniversary with the BF. Yes we met exactly 5 years ago, during the same Long Service Award (20 years service that time) in Mandarin Oriental and KLCC witnessed of the overwhelmed drama and passionate love (masa tu lah!). Head over heels, impulse dates, perasaan membara, adrenaline rush semua ada. Siap dump boyfriend masa tu and ran after mr BF ni ha. Top up everyday RM30 takde hal punya. Final exam Chemistry esok, today pergi tengok movie, nasib baik tak fail and graduate sama-sama dengan orang yang tak mabuk (sangat) cinta. Nasib baaaaik dah get over the kemabukan and dapat jugak grad second class upper walaupun borderline je. Hehe.
First year was another drama on its own. Fight, scream and cry memang our very best friend. Lucky us, the drama slowed down by time. We developed and grew stronger. That is what I like the most about this particular relationship of mine. It moves forward and does not linger around old issues. Mini drama still ada, of course, but I guess we both know how to handle the situation so it wont turned the mini drama into somekind of movie.
Suddenly we stepped into the fifth year. I think we marked out all the grey areas. Having finished study the most favourite question 'Bila nak kawin' dah jadi mcm annoying. Honestly, I never believe that marriage is the ending of great love. I don't see marriage as something you do to seal the deal. I see marriage as a phase. A phase I am not yet ready to even think about.
I think I'm becoming romance-intolerant by day, helppp!
I'm doing my best in the relationship. I can bravely say I'm giving my all, despite other commitments like family, studies (hmm I never knew studies is a commitment) and own spaces. It's not like high school love, where the worst thing to worry is that why didn't he call tonight. He has his own past and I have mine. Both are not in each other past-life picture. But we have solid 5 years together and endless future ahead of us.
* edited
Ok lah, since ramai sgt comment on the word sacrifice (entah apa yang scary brutal nya!)
its compromise baby, compromise!
since everyone on planet earth is graduating, so here's a teaser, more pictures soon. (sooooon!)
*photo courtesy of Abul.
qawiem
Yesterday I have a very interesting conversation with my brother Qawiem. I'm aware that his name is quite rare here, just because my relationship with him is not as close as other siblings. It's okay, nothing serious. But I guess I am more the second-mother figure in his eyes so he can't afford to play puppy with me.
So, when he was telling me about this teacher who hates this teacher because of this and that. From his words I can sense he already pick sides. So I asked
'Dah dengar ke Cikgu B punya explaination'
'Nak dengar buat apa. Semuaaaa dah cakap mcmtu, Cikgu B memang mcm tu, bla bla bla..'
'You cannot pick sides if you don't listen to both sides. Kalau dalam kepala kita dah set yang Cikgu B tu memang jahat walaupun kita tak tahu apa dalam hati dia, apa sebab dia buat mcm tu, nanti kita ade mental block'
and I continue
'Apa-apa yang Cikgu B cakap kita refuse to listen. jadi ignorant. Kita nak tengok dan dengar apa yang kita nak saja. Kalau kita dengar Cikgu A cakap this, kita simpan 50% untuk Cikgu B punya cerita. Kalau kita dengar cerita A, separuh hati simpan untuk cerita B.'
'Have an open heart to everything, walaupun kita rasa benda tu radicilous sangat. Kita dengar, lepas tu buat keputusan sendiri. Lagi ok kan macamtu?'
Tak pasal-pasal Awiem dapat free lecture, after 5 hours straight Physics lesson.
Padan muka.
the day my world become brighter (part 2)
I am a reluctant glass wearer (who weren't?). But being me, yang ini tak boleh itu tak boleh according to Zu and Sara, I hate it when I couldn't see what others see.
So today I made (is made the correct word?) lenses!
Yeaaaaaay!
There was a little scene between the opticians and I during placing both lenses inside the eyes, which almost resultant to a little tai-chi (bukan Tai-Chi Technique). I keep blaming my sweeping eyelashes and the opticians insist on being a little bit brave.
'Cubit dik, cubit sikit kasi keluar'
'Cubit laaaah ni'
'Itu mcm taknak cubit. Cubit kuat sikit..'
Arghhhhhhhhh!!
I need Fifa ;p
All the time at the shop I recall how Rachel Green was so afraid to put anything on her eyes, and lucky for them, I'm ain't Rachel Green.
Before I left the shop, with both lenses inside my eyes, I make a decision.
Malam ni kalau cubit taknak keluar jugak I pergi clinic.
girls, dah ambil baju dari tailor belom?
3 more days to go for the GREAT Convocation ceremony. My guess is everyone picking up their piece of expensive outfits form tailor, final alter-ization, beading (that would be me ;p) finding perfect footwear, tudung, brooches, etcetra etcetra.
My pair of baju kebaya for the Convocation itself is sponsored by dear mama. We went to this small Batik shop owned by Dura's friend. They can help you to design your own batik-painting and customised accordingly. Great eh? And the price is way cheaper than those my mother bought in Arfa batik (which I rejected due to the fact it's orange and orangy is so not me). My aunty (call her Makngah shall we, bukan Merah Makngah) insisted to do some beading (she has magical hands with beads, thread and needle). I happily said 'Ok lah!'
For dinner, I finally made the white-green kebaya the girls bought form Bandung long long time ago. Tak ada budget nak beli kain baru pun, sob sob..
And I have this sweet little black satin and gold sandal of Eclipse to go with it. Upon trying out the whole outfit and marched around the house, my dear Ayah said, 'Waaah cantiknya....'
Well, Ayah, thanks for your brown eyes which I inherited it gladly from you - It compliments everything.
this is supposed to be posted on 1508, but why should i care about deadline?
Yes, last week on the 15 of August marked the official date that this person one prson has been my, shopping buddy, IT consultant, quality control, financial advisory (and supporter ;p), meal buddy, LOYAL MOVIE-PARTNER, unpaid driver, favourite listener, entertainment provider, and the list goes on and on, but the things is,
he has been my boyfriend for 5 years.
(swallow that guys!)
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY sir, apa lagu theme anniversary this year eh?
